~I'm back~

Wow! It has been a long time since I wrote in this. Over the summertime, I was getting things ready for school, special cleaning, vacation and discipleship that I just didn't have the time to post. Needless to say, homeschooling and posting in our homeschooling blog has taken away the time needed to post in here. Thank you to all the ones that have checked over the summer until now. I think I have my schedule down enough that I will be able to write it this more. Though it won't be everyday.

I'm writing while the kids are doing handwriting so I don't have much time to write.

God has really been good to me. He listens to my complaints and corrects me because of them. I really don't have anything to complain about, but yet I still do. That in and of itself is Sin and I have to ask God to forgive me for it. I struggle with trying to keep everything up. Not only in my home and with church but in my time with God too. Sometimes my time with God is quick because I'm getting ready to start school or sometimes I can't have my time with God until later in the day, which really stinks because I'm tired. And sometimes School starts, then supper, cleaning and God gets held off until the next day. Still after all that, God continues to help me. I'm so glad that he is a merciful God and that he is longsuffering. I have told my kids that even though they get things wrong in their studies, they need to look on the positive side and see that not everything is wrong. That is what I am trying to do in my life, look for the positive over the many negatives that are "in" my face. I've started to choose to see the positive throughout my day, even though it never seems to go as I "plan" for it too, God continues to help me, conflict me, change me and love me. I'm so thankful to Him for that. I'm one LOVED royal daughter!

Until next time!


P.S. I'm so glad that I'm back on. This blog was designed just for me and -well- me time has been few and fair between. Writing in here makes me feel like I'm not just a Wife, Mother, Cook, P.W. and etc., but an individual person as well. Sometimes I lose myself in all my roles and writing in here or reading a book brings me more back to myself. It feels good!